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Hakuouki doujinshi scan - http://radiantfall.livejournal.com/3472.html

More scans coming soon. @@

Hmm, and I thought Arcana Famiglia would be a safe fandom because there's almost no doujinshi for it. Fucking wrong. It's just so new that it's only getting started. I have like 20 books now. XDDD This is another expensive one cuz everyone on auction wants the Luca and Jolly books. I'm about to drop $40 on 2. Yeah, I've been making money again. But it only goes back into the hobby. So I'm not making anything really? Argh. x.x Damn otome games. =_=

Think I went to bed at around 8 or 9 and woke up at 4am...and I'm still tired. wtf?

I hate nursing school. So much. The only thing keeping me going is the 'if they can do it, so can I' frame of mind. 3-5 hours of homework every night and an exam or quiz every week or two. I'm fucking mentally exhausted. Physically is also a mess, lol.

I shouldn't be complaining because others work and have kids. Dunno how they do it. Someone said the only time they have to study is during lunch break for 15mins...lol, I wouldn't be able to do it. I have all day and still manage to do nothing. XD

Well, ok. I read 1.5 chapters after school during study group. We actually have to read 2 chapters + do the work book for each, but that's never going to happen cuz it would take me 4 hours to do each one. I'm sorry, but my concentration doesn't last that long.

It's actually worse because I have to play catch up now. 4 chapters to read cuz our exam #2 was yesterday. Guess what I was doing all weekend instead of reading the chapters for Tuesday's class? Yeahhh. I'm behind maybe 10 hours in homework now. Ughhh. u.u

Surprised I'm not failing anything. 84% on yesterday's exam. wtf? Where did it come from? That exam was crazy...more than half the test I couldn't answer on the first pass through. Relied on common sense mostly. I'm honestly not retaining much information but my scores are good. Feel bad for my friend because she's failing and she knows much more than me. If you put me on the spot and ask me to find all the pulses, I wouldn't be able to do it but she can.

Must be because I learn best reading/writing and tests usually aren't a big problem, always find some way with minimal studying. I suck on the actual skills. She mentors me all the time during lab. She definitely deserves to pass. :/

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From: bangshot Date: September 26th, 2012 06:43 pm (UTC) (Link)
Just keep swimming, my friend! Some of my RL friends who are nurses have been saying themselves how much they don't really like the work, so hating it isn't uncommon. It seems to me that the real draw is the money. Just imagine how much stuff you could buy!
aweofshe From: aweofshe Date: September 30th, 2012 02:01 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm hanging in there. Won't drop unless my grades go below 75% or if I don't like clinical. Hopefully, I'll get that nursing paycheck one day. u.u
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